HAPPY 19th!
Wishing you Success in life that's always Encircled with loads of friends Ready to help In times of need. May you be Readily filled with joys & laughters in an Amicable environment to always be in good Health; & Anticipate the thrills in your Youth that forever will be Unforgettable.
Friday was a little productive I must say. From 11+ all the way until 2, plugged in MP3 & revised on Statistics in school. Attempted the questions & it was kinna irritatingfrustrating right then right there when I couldn't get some answers correct.
After revising, my brain refused to receive anymore input. So, it was all a hazydazy moment during the last tutorial on that day. Went home straight after school.
& a few hours before, I actually solved the Statistics questions. I was supposed to find one thing, but instead, I went to look for the other. Selenge kepe? Haha.
I guess we're all selfish people.
Ouhkay, third entry today :)
Afternoon lectures today were long, as in wordy, but both the lecturers managed to cut it short. & Sab was like talking about hierarchy! Of all things!
I still haven't finished my research. It's tiring to scan through loads & loads of articles just to find out it's irrelevant -_-
I want dress & skirt from This Fashion!
Ouhkay, a bit random & sooo not me.
I feel disappointed because someone's disappointed & the cause of her disappointment was me. So tell me, how am I not supposed to feel disappointed?
It's still 27 November & so, it's still not too late to wish someone...
Happy 19th Birthday LILIY!
Hope you like the prezzie :))
Week 7!
Each week doesn't feel like seven complete days at all. Yesterday had Lab Theory. So no more tests for this week.
For the upcoming weeks, I have:
Week 8 - Lab Practical
- Bio Practical
- Stats ICA
Week 9 - Medical Sociology ICA
- Health Psychology ICA
- Research Methods ICA
Week 12 - Pharmacology Mock Test
- Pharmacology ICA
- Research Methods ICA
Week 13 - Social Psychology ICA
- Health & Social Psychology Test
- Stats ICA (?)
I just had to write it down here. Haha. Just to let reality sink in & maybe, just maybe start to revise like, now.
Ouh, && this year, 29 December is just not any other day, since it's my birthday. Haha. On a serious note, this year, 29 December also coincides with 1 Muharram 1430 A.H., which means it's the Islamic New Year! So it's like sooo nice! I don't know how to describe how I feel, but it's like an honour to have it on that day. At least, that's how I feel. Haha.
I can't find research materials!!! Oh man, it's like super hard to find.
Ouhkay gonna research some more.
I miss a whole lot of people, especially my cousins back in Malaysia.
Gonna dedicate this entry to them.
First up, these three ladies:
When we were younger, I only knew the one on the left. We weren't what you call close last time. You know, those childhood issues. But now, after years of not meeting, I guess we get along pretty fine. I remembered the right one as a small little girl, who's always with her mom. But right now, she has grown up. DUH. Haha. Shared a few things with her during my last trip there. & the middle one - talkative like M A D. She can be irritating at times, but I guess, from her view, she just needs some company. Being the last & only 9 years of age, I guess sometimes I must give in to her. That part, cannot argue anymore. Haha. 
Another picture of her. We get along really well. I mean, of course, must listen to her & crap along with her & play with her all that. But, she's not the typical 9-year-old playing with barbie dolls. So, we can do a lot of other things together, like running in the rain, river-swimming, wrestling all those things.
Next:
Again, when we were younger, we were seen together almost all the time. Back then when he was here, we would play a lot of things together. I forgot what we used to play. When we first met up last June, we didn't really talk much. But then, after a while, we began talking a lot to each other. It's like we grew up being each other, that kinna thing. Because we're almost the same. & he's a really smart kid, this cousin of mine, only that he doesn't put it to good use. As in, he would only study when exams are near & ended up having like poor grades.
Ouhkay, this one:
No, it doesn't start with when we were younger. I just met him last June, though my cousin claimed that I've met him before. Either that, or I just simply couldn't remember. This nonsense guy, is very much addicted to smoking. He can go on and on lighting up his ciggarettes one after the other. & he likes to tease me, just because I'm from Singapore. & we would verbally fight non-stop. We even fought using a water hose, until we were like falling on the ground. Ouhkay, actually I was the one who fell flat on the ground. Hehs.
Last picture:
I miss hanging out with him. Do it again, soon?
I'm done!
NINE Hardest Times Of Your Life:
[1]Being questioned when you yourself dont understand.
[2]Pretending to be innocent of what you are guilty about.
[3]Trying to forget something you know you never will.
[4]Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right.
[5]Debating with yourself.
[6]Accepting the fact that some things are not meant to be.
[7]Trying to understand when you just cant.
[8]Realizing that youve been fooled after youve given your whole trust.
[9]Parting with and letting go of someone who made you believe in love again.
I so hate the Stats book. It's like the notes in there is not the same as the ones in the lecture slides. & some information are not inside. & it's like $20 for a book. Ugh.
Ouh, & some people may think I'm out of my mind creating a Facebook account & deactivating it on the day itself. Haha. I just find it useless.
I had a few lapses this week.
It's already Wednesday! OMG, it's like so fast!
Been feeling tired every single day, beginning to sleep earlier each night, which is a good sign, but at the same time, I'm feeling guilty because my nights are so unproductive. & I'm beginning to eat more too -_-
On a random note, abortion rate for two months and below is like $650! Expensive or what?
Put in more effort. That's what you said. I don't see the point in putting in effort when I'm not really into the whole idea at all. At times I really wonder what exactly is your point. You said this before, & now, you're saying it once more. I still don't get it. Why should I put in more effort?
Currently addicted to Buka Pintu song :))
Buka buka pintu sayang aku rindukan belai kasihmu
Buka buka pintu sayang aku hauskan sinar matamu
First NERD presentation today. We all decided to wear spectacles. Next, I heard it's some very foreign thing to me. Please, NO!
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I know we're not heading towards the same direction. We've overshot that decision junction. There's no turning back. But all I really need when times get hard, is you. I can't express my words like you do. I can't say the things that I want to all the time. What I want you to know (& if only you knew) is that my world has changed somehow because of your presence. It's true at times I'm in a state of denial, probably because I'm afraid. But right now, I wish, I just wish, one day, I'd gather up the courage to say what I need to. I don't know why the more I try to forget, the more it comes. & the more I try not to care, the more I'm worried. Maybe, just maybe, right now,
Another day in school, with nothing to do. I <3 NR0706!
End of Week 5.
Wah, it's like time flies! Next week is already the first presentation, followed by a lot of tests for the following weeks.
Finally had my compensation sleep last night. I think I slept for like twelve hours. But it's not really refreshing, since I woke up with aching body parts, probably due to excessive amount of sleep.
Currently in school typing this. Both lectures ended extremely early today - like two hour slot completed in less than an hour. If only it was like this every single week.
Ouhkay, I have nothing else in mind to write about.
Till the next update!
I don't know what to update on. Everyday it's like the same thing.
Hmmms. Ouhkay, I know. Let's just update why I'm like this [fang's tag :D].
My belief is very simple. It's like I keep all the good happy things in life & remove all the sad bad moments [which I can't throw anywhere else but here], so that I'm able to be a happier person [or I try to be]. Talk to me in person & read my entries, you'll see two different sides - I'm much more cheerful, happier & crazier [when the time's right] in person. & whenever I'm alone, there's all those thoughts that keep coming until a point that I can't take & I just have to blog. So don't be surprised when you see me outside laughing like mad. & no, I'm not emo outside.
Biology lecture today was cool. I've realised the importance of drinking water, because the only source of input is through drinking but there are a few ways we excrete water. & when you've jogged for a long distance, you'll feel the thirst sensation, which sometimes I don't feel. Ouhkay, that's besides the point. Now, I'm trying to drink more water & I bring a bottle to school everyday :)) Made a verbal agreement with a friend - at least 800ml of water everyday, for a start. & each time I finish my bottle of water, which constitutes 650ml, I'd be really happy & smiling to my friend.
I'm gonna end off with...
Happy 18th Yuling
Legal baby!
Goodnight people :))
& this was a happy entry :P
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End of Week 4.
Nothing much happened actually, just the norms.
Watched The Coffin last Tuesday. It wasn't scary, please. So right now, I'm looking forward to other movies like Madagascar 2, Bolt or maybe a horror movie. A real one this time.
Headed to Changi Airport with Mom after that for her first Popeyes meal.
& I had an uninterrupted sleep that night from ten to five. That's a slight achievement for me, considering that I can't really sleep before two every other day.
Last Wednesday was BGM. & it was like totally unprepared. The lecturer came & told us we're having assessment on that day. But still, everyone passed :))
Thursday was dominated by lectures. Practical in between was only for an hour & another achievement here because I was actually paying attention to the lecturer. Dinner was special - Crabs! I personally like the claws, because it's the most easiest part to eat. Haha.
Four hours of lecture straight early in the morning. Stats is becoming foreign. Four more weeks to the test -_-
That's a brief summary of my week.
Ouhkay then, till the next update.
The five of us went out last Saturday to celebrate Sab's birthday.
So, firstly, we met up with each other & went to Popeyes to have our dinner.
Following that, we took pictures & had a mini-cake-cutting session.
& since there was still some Halloween atmosphere at The Singapore Flyer, we took some pictures there.
The birthday girl with each of us:
We ended our day at Starbucks where we had tons of fun :))
Haha. Do it more soon!
& I personally like this picture, taken by Seri.
The post's short because I don't know how to write this.
Goodnight everyone.
NEXT ENTRY: PICTURES!
